Many people might’ve thought that “What’s Mirae for me?”... give me 6 hours, 3 boxes of milk, 2 pillows, a set of pj's, Thank You For Hijacking My Existential Crisis by Reality Club as the background music, and I'll tell you What is Mirae for me ..

So.. What’s Mirae for Me? A stranger at first, A boss of mine, and then over time; She becomes something more, someone I never thought I will love by my whole soul, with every part of me. I never expected that this world, the one that makes me met her would change my life forever.

There was a moment when curiosity led me to wonder what distance would do to us. I tried to step back, thinking it might bring clarity—but instead, I lost my sense of direction and didn’t know how to move forward.

In that confusion, another thought appeared: was I the only one who felt this way? And from that question, a new idea was born. So I began a quiet kind of research—not only with feelings and moments, but with data or theories. A research about her.

And now, I am more than understand what’s happening with me. So if you wanted to, take a moment and have a look at my research. Trust me, it’s worth to read cause you’ll find yourself like me. Loving her unconditionally.

While others might simply say “I miss you” when longing creeps in, I do things a little differently. I write an introduction, design a methodology, and even run the data analysis. Missing her, for me, turns into a study of the heart.

This research is dedicated to celebrating our first year together. Written clearly within these pages is the truth that she is the reason my world feels warmer and kinder. So if one day she ever thinks of blocking me again, I hope she remembers this finding: 94.1% of people—myself included—want nothing more than to stay by her side. I love her more than this paper could ever explain.

After giving it a lot of thought, I realized I needed a special place to celebrate everything about her—and to remind her of just how deeply she is loved. So I decided to create this channel as a space dedicated to celebrating every part of Mirae, from the smallest moments to the most extraordinary ones.

This space is 100% exclusive to Mirae—no ads, no outsiders, and definitely no premium subscription required. Here, anyone can see how Mirae has been seen through my eyes all this time. Think of it as stepping inside my mind, only to find that it’s filled with nothing but Mirae.

And finally, this is my CV—written for her. A quiet application for the position of staying by her side, of continuing to be her companion in all the days ahead. I offer her my time, my loyalty, and every piece of ego I once held onto, willingly laid down at her feet.

With all of that, I wait for her answer. Not with pressure, but with hope—and a heart that is ready to listen, whenever she chooses to speak.

@shabungayam kalau nyariin