week before the birthday is hell

this is going to be so good..

in a world that tells us to chase balance, Bukowski's words feel almost reckless — but maybe that's the point. passion isn't supposed to be safe. we scroll through endless versions of other people's dreams, trying to find our own, afraid to commit to something that might consume us. but maybe the only way to really live is to let something matter enough that it costs you a piece of yourself

90% of all information online right now is straight up garbage, most channels are boring (i’m talking about mine too btw) idk AND everyone is posting about the same stuff over and over

here’s my private, if you’re interested
i post there often 🙂‍↔️
https://t.iss.one/+tgFuE0U7SEJhODEy

recently watched this for fun and it was so good, had no expectations (for years i thought it was a silly documentary?)

why me? why me? why am i so fly?
all this pressure to be cool makes me a sad guy