I also have a secret english instagram, see if you can find it (winner gets high five yay)

It's been a lot of years since I was resisting myself from getting into raw backend and devops, because I thought I'm not good enough.

I've had other blocks too:

- I can't ask people questions, they'll think I'm too dumb
- I can't get into DevOps, it's too difficult for my small brain
- I can't get into NestJS backend dev, I'll do a lot of mistakes
- I can't architect, I'll break things

Along the way, I've had a lot of other things too that I've decided NOT to do, because I thought I'm not good enough.

I realised – sometimes you just have to say fuck it and do the stuff you've been thinking you should do. Embrace doing mistakes, do a lot of them.

I check my AWS account every 15 minutes to make sure I’m not broke yet