I should get a curling iron and make my hair curl up like hers, this would be so fucking funny
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/139610355

Tho my hair kinda already does it (or at least did before I cut it) cause it lies on my shoulders all the time, maybe just not that much

I wanna read and discuss something like Building Secure and Reliable Systems, but Telegram chats and channels (or any other service I usually use honestly) is not the platform to do this. Kinda sad how even tho I have access to comparatively large audience I am still limited in my activities. And also points out the sad truth that I have nothing to my social life outside of this channel xd.

OK now bend over
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/139582831

I think that my life does not end at 24 and it's too early to give up.
I think that this is not the life I want for myself and my future family.
I google something like "relocation to Serbia".
I get overwhelmed by the complexity of things.
I think that no one needs me.
I feel worthless.
I think that it only goes downhill from here.
Easy choices - hard life. Hard choices - easy life. The cycle repeats.

Things are so bad it's unreal.
Yet you keep on going day after day.
You must be really based. You are God's strongest soldier.

<3 lore knowledge check: what track is this line from?

You should not use internet if you are younger than her

Ted reaction

T1 rocket