You are asking, "Why do I always have to cry when I am touched by love?"
What do you want? What more do you want? Certainly you are thinking that those tears are something wrong. Crying when touched by love is something wrong?
You are carrying a wrong conditioning.…

Osho explains how he uses contradictions to seduce us into re-discovering our individuality.

"Through contradictions I destroy your clinging to the mind and thinking. Through silence I destroy the world of your feeling. And when both these layers are gone…