currently going through it

"[...] When you have trouble writing, write stupid shit to put words to paper.
[...] I can explain myself away. But to whom? You know... the question of the other. The other and time. I'm home kind of fucking around. Listening to my own words. Redundancy."
F. Guattari

"The body without organs is produced as a whole, but in its own particular place within the process of production, alongside the parts that it neither unifies nor totalizes. And when it operates on them, when it turns back upon them (se rabat sur elles), it brings about transverse communications, transfinite summarizations, polyvocal and transcursive inscriptions on its own surface, on which the functional breaks of partial objects are continually intersected by breaks in the signifying chains, and by breaks effected by a subject that uses them as reference points in order to locate itself"
G. Deleuze & F. Guattari; The Whole and Its Parts

exactly, this
today is my birthday (Otter)