"La crisi consiste appunto nel fatto che il vecchio muore e il nuovo non può nascere: in questo interregno si verificano i fenomeni morbosi piú svariati."
"The crisis consists precisely in the fact that the old is dying and the new cannot be born; in this interregnum a great variety of morbid symptoms appear."
A. Gramsci; Prison Notebooks

And there I lay, and there I stand,
And I there I rest, and there I move
Chained by Desire
They shall see
Oh how these bodies burn
When you touch them lightly.

they hyperstitionally released my biography.

「人間は自分だけのために生き死にできるほど強くはない。人間はいつでも何らかの理想のために生きることを考えており、自分だけのために生きることにはすぐに飽きてしまうからである。このために、何かのために死ぬという必要が生じてくる。」
"Human beings are not strong enough to live and die solely for themselves. This is because they are always thinking about living for some ideal, and they quickly grow tired of living only for themselves. For this reason, the need to die for a cause arises."
Y. Mishima; Hagakure: Hidden by the Leaves / Hagakure Nyūmon

the curse has been lifted.

هَلْ غَادَرَ الشُّعَرَاءُ مِنْ مُتَرَدَّمِ
أَمْ هَلْ عَرَفْتَ الدَّارَ بَعْدَ تَوَهُّمِ
Have the poets left any place unfilled?
Or can you recognize the dwelling
after so long imagining?
  A.I. Shaddād; Muʿallaqāt

"هَذَا جَنَاهُ أَبِي عَلَيَّ
وَمَا جَنَيْتُ عَلَى أَحَدِ"
This is what my father brought forth upon me,
though I brought no such thing upon anyone.
A.a.A. Al-Maʿarrī

is this what structuralism was about?

Relocating to Punpunya next week.

Woke up with a deep sense of sadness I can't scrub off me.