Experiencing consciousness is like a mental illness if you just distract yourself with illusions the things you don't want to see will disappear. But here's the difficult part, if you ever become conscious of becoming unconscious, then that counts as consciousness. They say that it's bad to not think about things, but who decided that?? It takes courage to turn away!! What is right??? What is wrong???? The feelings of others-- even my own feelings I can't tell. If you abandon your ego, then mr unconsciousness will show you a beautiful world. That's right!! The world is supposed to be like this! Being nothing is wonderful!!!!!!!