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the majority voted for yes sooo I will post a picture of me getting naked in a bit xD

I will cut my leg off... I just had a spider crawl up my leg and then I panicked and now its gone wtf... I can't find it anymore

I hate humans so much

I'm getting threatened and blackmailed by someone who I thought is my friend. I'm sorry in advance if you see any screenshots of stuff I said in the past because I fully trusted that person and didn't think they would use that against me. But I don't wanna let that person destroy my mental health even more and I don't want that human to have power over me by blackmailing and threatening to expose me if I don't do what he wants.

I had really suicidal and depressed moments in the past. I still have them and im a really toxic person and I hate myself so much. That resulted in 7 suicide attempts, cutting myself a lot and saying messed up stuff to friends because it felt like a safe space and I wanted to feel bad and break rules. I literally wanted humanity to burn and people to suffer even tho I'm usually the opposite of that. That doesn't excuse some stuff I did or said but I'm still really sorry in advance because I will most likely get doxxed and exposed soon and I understand if I get blocked by people or banned from groups. I'm really sorry I mean it.

I wanna sleep forever and never wake up again

the person who kept saying he loves me the most and that im his best friend until yesterday now exposed/doxxed me because I didn't give him enough attention and I didn't reply to him fast enough and that I talked in groups instead of staying in his dms. He also wanted me to expose other people for him but I said no. The same person told me he loves me until yesterday... until I blocked him on his alts because he kept threatening and blackmailing me. Now the same person also spreads lies about me and DMs other people trying to make me look bad. Thanks for this lesson. I will never trust anyone ever again.

People kept telling me "block him" or "why do you still talk to him". I kept saying you don't understand and that I can't get rid of him. I was basically his hostage for months and he kept threatening me with stuff. Now I got rid of him which made him go crazy. And now you also know why I was scared to block him before.

this is what im dealing with

he has pics of my face and pics of me in panties. He kept threatening and blackmailing me with them until I blocked him yesterday.

Why do I deserve getting my pics and chats exposed because I didn't wanna interact with a person anymore. I just wanted him to leave me in peace and my punishment for that is getting everything exposed. How is that fair.

im sorry btw for spamming this shit in this channel and annoying everyone idk where else to vent

if you dont wanna read about this stuff you can leave my channel I wont be mad or sad

Humans are so cold. When you are at your lowest they try to put you even lower. Instead of supporting you they turn their back on you. When you need them the most they act like you dont exist.