I’m home alone and there’s a helium balloon and I thought “fuck it I’ll record a funny video with a funny voice” so I cut it a bit and inhale it and IMMEDIATELY I’m lightheaded and it didn’t even effect my voice for more than 10 seconds

So I probably didn’t almost die but that was still pretty funny and also admittedly very scary

I really felt like I was gonna pass out for a minute there 😭

I am still very light headed

Oh I fuuuuucked up

Helium can be dangerous because while it's not harmful it's not exactly air either so you may pass out but you'll be fine if your not in some sort of oxygen less chamber filled with helium or have the balloon taped to your face

Oh well thank goodness then

My final review on the game after 100% completion

Horror. When you think of the word “Horror” what comes to mind? Gruesomeness? Slaughtering? Ambiance? Usually it’s all of the above and more you’re probably thinking of, relatively shoved in your face as well.

But the main thing that comes to mind to all of you no matter what, when you think of the word “Horror,” you think… JUMPSCARES. In your face, screaming, batshit crazy, obnoxious noise with something popped up right in your face.

This game manages to capture everything horror has to offer; the ambiance, the music, the sound design, the atmosphere, the creature designs, the fear, the gore and violence, THE HORROR..

..all without a single jumpscare… throughout the entire game.

Please, if you want a nice 6 hours spent, if you wanna pick up a game that’s on sale in half a year, if you wanna experience an art direction like no other…

Buy REANIMAL.
It is worth your time.

The game captures a feeling of dread, hopelessness and helplessness with a depressing and perfectly spooky tone, flawlessly.

I. Love. REANIMAL.

If any of you are on the fence, there’s a free demo for the game always available that lets you play through a good chunk of the intro.

Was scrolling through a channel and I scrolled past one of the images that I thought had the text "catboy" in it and a solid few seconds after switching to another channel by brain flipped a fucking switch and tracked that shit down but the text was "Catholics" gross

So i want to write this down while its happening, so today for some reason there was a dramatic boost in my mood and a lowering of anxiety. I dont know how long its going to last but it feels like I can actually think again. I immediately started getting things done executive function wise. it started around 11 when i sat outside and decided to read a few pages of a book i downloaded, i had soup and a pb and j sandwich to eat while doing this. i immediately felt better after focusing on the book for some time and when changed tasks i felt like i had the energy to actually do the tasks. this motivation feels maybe fleeting or fragmented but its like a sudden burst of clearness happened in my head? like if my mind was trapped in a box the box cracked open slightly and light shined out. I then decided to do a few things and now i still currently feel good, and while i have a slight headache there isnt a 100ft wall blocking what i want to do. it feels like the burning euphoria of a summer day, like i want to go out and exercise and be in the water and such. I think i will take my bike out tomorrow for a long ride if the feeling continues. its almost like a partial feeling of what i try to chase by loading myself up with caffeine and playing music all day, the "good day" feeling? also to mention i took my meds like at 6 am and then fell back asleep until like 8. i have a headache that while not painful, i know its there. my new glasses prescription arrived yesterday as well and it feels like i can actually open my eyes fully in the sunlight for once and not feel like my eyelids are ready for me to go to bed all day. not to mention i feel so much more relaxed as well, like i can actually take a deep breath and sink into the feeling.