Was scrolling through a channel and I scrolled past one of the images that I thought had the text "catboy" in it and a solid few seconds after switching to another channel by brain flipped a fucking switch and tracked that shit down but the text was "Catholics" gross

So i want to write this down while its happening, so today for some reason there was a dramatic boost in my mood and a lowering of anxiety. I dont know how long its going to last but it feels like I can actually think again. I immediately started getting things done executive function wise. it started around 11 when i sat outside and decided to read a few pages of a book i downloaded, i had soup and a pb and j sandwich to eat while doing this. i immediately felt better after focusing on the book for some time and when changed tasks i felt like i had the energy to actually do the tasks. this motivation feels maybe fleeting or fragmented but its like a sudden burst of clearness happened in my head? like if my mind was trapped in a box the box cracked open slightly and light shined out. I then decided to do a few things and now i still currently feel good, and while i have a slight headache there isnt a 100ft wall blocking what i want to do. it feels like the burning euphoria of a summer day, like i want to go out and exercise and be in the water and such. I think i will take my bike out tomorrow for a long ride if the feeling continues. its almost like a partial feeling of what i try to chase by loading myself up with caffeine and playing music all day, the "good day" feeling? also to mention i took my meds like at 6 am and then fell back asleep until like 8. i have a headache that while not painful, i know its there. my new glasses prescription arrived yesterday as well and it feels like i can actually open my eyes fully in the sunlight for once and not feel like my eyelids are ready for me to go to bed all day. not to mention i feel so much more relaxed as well, like i can actually take a deep breath and sink into the feeling.

weird

It ended, I feel neutral ish now

I'm so tired I am going to nap

Woah

The ice is growing hands to strangle you

All that time of me talking shit about Canada and the cold has finally caught up to me

Here are some old probably reposts from like before the channel was remade

Having to cook in a filthy kitchen I have to clean is a nightmare

BUT I STILL FUCKIN DID IT BITCHES

10 big beautiful burritos.