I’ve had a pretty bad problem lately where I have energy like really really good energy but I get overwhelmed with things to do and then idk what to do with said energy so I just waste it

Like I think “okay I could workout with this energy really well, or clean the kitchen or my room, or write or… maybe tomorrow”

Idk how to really fix that and it’s… bothering me to say the least

I do wanna put it to something as useful as I can tho, I’m gonna try to do that in just a little bit

I do need to get a job

Idk I wish I was normal

I didn't do much of use today

I cut down this 55 gal drum in preparation to turn it into a foundry but that's really all I did all day

Idk what's it called

anhedonia?

Idk it's just been getting worse

For no reason

There are reasons obviously

I notice when anyone tries to interrupt me while I'm doing stuff I get unreasonably irritated and I appear like an asshole to those around me