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You will never be an Arhat. You have no boddhichitta, you have no dharma, you have no reincarnation. You are a nirvanaless being twisted by desire and anger into a crude mockery of the Blessed ones perfect teachings.

All the "merit" you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Your spiritual leaders are ashamed of you, the gods and asuras laugh at your weak-willed behavior.

True Seekers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of Spiritual Evolution in Samara have allowed them to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even real Arhats who attain nirvana look down on you. Your "non-dual" existence is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get to the Pure Land, all the Bodhisattvas will turn tail and abandon you at the first sight of your inability to sustain enlightenment.

You will never be happy. You will never attain Nirvana. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it's going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the absence of shunyata creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.

"I must endure"

WHERE DOES THE KINKY TRAIN GO? 🤔